Thursday, October 14, 2010

Sick........of the daily routine

The four of us have taken turns being sick, ah the joys of Owen being back in school. Even when we start feeling better, not even three days went by, bam, we are sick again. Octavian was the only one who had to take antibiotics. Octavian had a fever for over three days and just wouldn't sleep. His runny nose lasted for at least two weeks. We are finally healed...at least for now.
As most of my family knows, I've been dealing with depression for many years. Lately, I've been feeling myself slip deeper into depression, wanting to cry, no motivation, sad, ect. I know that most of it has to do with being a stay at home with a fussy, needy baby and a Husband who has a very sparatic schedule, so it's hard to make plans to go out. Even Owen has been moody, which has been hard as a parent since I'm not sure what to do or what to say to help. Most of the time it's simple because he gets upset when he doesn't get his way but lately he has been saying that we don't love him or that we're mean. It's upsetting.
I love my Family and very thankful to have them, I just need to remember that I'm also an individual and to do things for myself once in a awhile.
We are very proud of Owen at school because he has been getting 100% on most of his math tests and has been doing good with his reading that is called AR. Owen says HI to you readers.

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