Friday, February 12, 2010

My Grandma

Valentine's Day will be the one year anniversary of Grandma Tandy passing away. We weren't in contact much over the last 10 years but she was in my thoughts and I know that I was in her prayers. The last time I saw her, I was 4 months pregnant with Octavian and Grandma was so happy for me and adored Owen.
Right before I found out how sick Grandma was, I started getting Braxton-Hicks contractions. I've never had those before. I knew something was wrong and within minutes my Mom sent me a message with bad news. For that reason, I feel that Grandma and Octavian are connected. He will never be able to meet her, but I believe she is watching over him. I also believe that she visited me in the Hospital after I delivered Octavian.
I know it might sound silly, but I thought Grandma would always be around because she was my only Grandma. I miss her. I feel that she wouldn't want me to be sad or even cry (which is what I'm doing as I'm writing this) Grandma would want me to smile and remember the happy memories I have of her.
I love you Grandma and Thank You for watching over my Family

2 comments:

  1. I too, think she is watching over you and your family. She loved you very much and worried about you and wanted you to have the best.

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